Breathe
By Señorita Lechuga
What is the most efficient use of my energy? Sometimes things don't go as I expect and no matter how hard I try (I know my capabilities and limits) I can't achieve them. This applies to a project, a job, a simple task and even a relationship.
A couple of days ago I was talking with A about a task we had pending that we couldn't accomplish. A car crashed and it was impossible for us to get to the appointment, so we decided to take a U-turn and leave the stress behind. We had done the impossible, but it wasn't enough.
In a similar sense, my last relationship asked me to change things that were not in my partner code and it was impossible for me to accept them. I had to let go of my ideals, and as much as I tried and worked to make it happen, I could not. I made another U-turn after many tribulations and even guilt.
